{"id":8031,"date":"2022-05-04T21:04:35","date_gmt":"2022-05-04T19:04:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/apostolowiemilosci.pl\/?p=8031"},"modified":"2022-05-04T21:13:25","modified_gmt":"2022-05-04T19:13:25","slug":"gods-signs-5-jesus-healed-autoimmune-disease-and-depression","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/apostolowiemilosci.pl\/?p=8031","title":{"rendered":"GOD’S SIGNS #5 \/ JESUS healed autoimmune disease and depression"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Ania: Hallelujah!<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ewelina: Hallelujah! Praise the Lord!<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ania: Listen, after you told me recently that you really don’t need to take medication anymore I said to myself – this is the moment when you will tell your testimony! It touched me so much because I remembered what it was like when your brother gave me the task to find his family and tell them that he was alive and it was such an extraordinary moment because I got the address, I had to go to an unknown place. An unknown person opened the door for me and I gave her a heart with a picture of Mary cut out and I said to her that Ewelina’s brother is alive, here is his phone number. So she looked at me and said – and they left, I have to tell Ewelina right away. And then we met remember on the 1st of September 2019, do you remember?<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ewelina: Yes<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ania: I wanted you to talk about what Jesus did for you during that time because it’s an amazing story.<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ewelina: Yes, especially the fact that my brother was found, whom I had been looking for and praying for so much, and whom I couldn’t help, but I prayed that God would give him people who would help him, because I wasn’t able to, and at that time God worked miracles with him, and then my brother was looking for me. And found me, when my life was in pieces, it was leaning towards death My brother also felt that he had to find me then. So it was an amazing grace from God that he arranged everything in that way,<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ania: What does it mean that it was leaning towards death?<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ewelina: I mean, I got sick in 2016 with a very strange disease, it was an unknown autoimmune disease which the doctors couldn’t diagnose. I simply stopped eating, I couldn’t eat anything, my whole organs, tissues were burning. Practically my body did not accept any food at all. I could not eat any sugar, absolutely no carbohydrates. So even the best diet, let’s say a fruit and vegetable diet, was out of the question. Everything simply burned me from the inside and nobody knew what was happening to me. I was referred for various tests and finally the ANA antibodies came out, which indicated an autoimmune disease, change 3200, but they couldn’t find the cause, which autoimmune disease was it. So they called it a rare autoimmune disease. Of course I went through many clinics, many hospitals in Poland and also here in Scotland I was referred for various tests. However, it was very difficult to find the cause. My body couldn’t cope any more, it was killing itself, but nobody knew what the cause was. I went through many clinics, but no one could really solve the mystery, and of course they just speculated….<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ania; Do you remember saying that there was a stack of papers lying around, and that you went to the doctor and they saw this stack of papers…. how was that?

Ewelina: Yes, yes…because I’ve already had hundreds of tests done, and they actually came up with bad results like my intestines started, microscopic enteritis, which they also didn’t know where it came from? There were some strange epithelia, etc. and they didn’t know how to work it out either, because the test results everywhere were pointing to something, but you couldn’t really put a finger on the cause of it all. That is, the complement components C3, C4 were lowered, but they didn’t know why, because they couldn’t find an autoimmune disease as such, and with such high antibodies it had to show itself. However, there are so many undiagnosed autoimmune diseases that it was simply stated that this is a rare autoimmune disease. And just little by little, my body was killing itself, because – why couldn’t I eat?  No one knew, because it’s just that with autoimmune diseases it varies, but not to the extent that I had. My whole body was burning, my face was swelling after eating, especially the right side, which was also strange. Even when eating I would get bumps on my body and nobody knew what was happening to me.

Ania: And you also had tumours inside?

Ewelina: Yes, inside, the cysts had spread to all the organs, to the kidneys, to the liver, to the spleen, there were polyps there, there were polyps in the large intestine. The intestines were generally bleeding, I already had blood in the stool. It was already very bad. I could not eat anything, I weighed 39 kg and looked miserable. I went for various treatments, from, let’s say, conventional doctors, to unconventional doctors, to various types of practices, which, as I know now, were occult. Well, I simply had to save myself at all costs. Only I finally understood that I didn’t go to the most important place, and even if I did, there was a moment when I went to exorcists and to different ones, but I still went to people.
 
I did not go to God. I believed that if I went to this priest, that if I went to this exorcist, he would help me. But that’s not how it was supposed to be. I really forgot about God, and my every trip to every priest and every retreat was as if to a priest. I had to change my thinking completely.

I just stopped believing that God is love. I believed a big lie, which was sown by the devil, that when I went to see a bio-energotherapist in 2015 and something very bad happened after my visit with her. That is, when I was leaving her (she kept me there for 8 hours), I stopped sleeping at all, I started hearing some voices, some banging on my ears, etc… I had no idea what was happening to me.

And at that time I was, let’s put it in quotation marks, I was a believer, but I believed that people also have the gift, that it simply can’t be anything bad, because people also have the gift. But I didn’t know the spiritual world, that it was not only connected to the gift of people, but to Satan’s deception and his snares and lies. Also, coming from this woman, I stopped sleeping at all, I walked like a shadow, I got some fears…

Ania; And what happened to you?

Ewelina: I became a nervous wreck and even though I started to convert, because I saw a really big spiritual sphere, I saw the spiritual world, I started to convert the wrong way round, because it was also an evil ambush. 

It was that I started to convert, but I started to enter perfectionism, that is, I started to believe that if I am not a perfectionist, if I am not perfect, I cannot count on God’s grace. I started to reproach myself for many things, I became an executioner for myself, that is, whatever God gave me, I knew how to find a paragraph on myself – it’s not, oh no, it’s not in the law, it’s like this, I shouldn’t do this, and I shouldn’t do that.  I had the paragraph before my eyes. I started to torment myself even worse. I simply did not know God’s true love. I had completely drowned it out in myself.

Ania: Didn’t you believe that God loves you truly, for free?<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ewelina: No, no<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ania: That he loved you from the beginning…<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ewelina: Exactly. I believed more of a lie, because there was no one to correct it for me. Even though I went to confession to a really good priest, I thought again that he was too good for me, that he said that, because he was too good for me, I just started to torture myself.<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ania: I remember you saying that you live in fear,<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ewelina: I lived in terrible fear, after what happened to me, I prayed, there were times when I prayed for death. I simply fell ill two years after visiting this woman (in spite of all my sleeplessness, because I couldn’t sleep and I was terribly tired). It was almost two years after visiting her.<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ania; And it got worse and worse.<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ewelina; Exactly, a disease that nobody could diagnose and when there was a period of time when some therapy started to work, for example: transplantation of intestinal flora after clostridium, because I was getting clostridium there, because my organism was already exhausted, it was just at the end. The fact that I went and had virology done means that all the viruses in my body were elevated, all the viruses that a person has, I had them in very high antibodies, so my body tried to fight but it just didn’t have the strength anymore. <\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ania: So how many years have you been ill?<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ewelina: Well, you could say that I was ill for 5 years. I also struggled with this spiritual reality and I tormented myself. But those last three years before the healing were one big nightmare! I simply did not eat anything, my organs burned and I could not sleep. I prayed to sleep, but when I fell asleep I prayed not to wake up.  I was already asking God to take me away from this world. I saw myself as a person over whom God could not have mercy. So I was finished with myself.<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ania; Well, yes, but you see, that’s what the devil tries to plant in us, that God is not so good, that he cannot forgive us everything, that doesn’t love us for free, that doesn’t love us always, that we have to be perfect, and that’s what’s been bothering you ever since…<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ewelina: Yes, because I thought that if I get into something again, or even do something unintentionally, then it’s the consequences of sins, I don’t even have to have a sin, it’s the consequences of sins, so there’s no rescue for me again.<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ania: And what happened, that suddenly, everything changed? That Jesus touched you, that he changed your thinking, healed your body, and what touched me the most was when you said that you don’t take pills anymore, that you’ve been taking them for how many years?<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ewelina: I’ve been taking depression medication for almost 16 years in total.<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ania: Depression, because of what happened to you, once there…once…16 years of depression medication and now Jesus has even freed you from it. What happened that you suddenly met Him so truly?<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ewelina: Yes, we went on a seminar together, Ania. Actually, you took me there on a seminar. Of course, I didn’t count too much on it, because, of course, I also thought, well, Lord Jesus, I’ve already been on so many retreats, I’ve been to so many prayers. I didn’t believe that anything could help me. But then I went on this retreat with a pure heart, I mean pure in the sense that I was finally going to Jesus. I no longer expected anything from people there. I was going to Jesus, if you want, Jesus, you can touch me.  I didn’t expect anything because I’d been to all those priests, I’d already been to so many wonderful professors and all, and I thought to myself – well, if they didn’t help me, right? Well, after all, God works through some priests or some exorcists, too, because if He didn’t touch me then, it means that He won’t touch me again, full stop. And this is how I imagined it. But when I went there, I went in a different mindset, so I was already in such a state of exhaustion that only God was left for me at that moment.  There was no more treatment there, because nothing helped. There were no more natural methods, because nothing helped. There was nothing left. There, pure Lord Jesus remained – no more priests, no more medicine, no more nothing. I just went there, maybe not without hope, because there was hope, because there were people who wanted to help me very much, but I counted only on God! I already knew that a priest cannot help me, only God! I already had a completely different picture of it all, and I remember that I also went to confession then, even though I didn’t know that some things were wrong, but I went to confession with those things. Then I found out that some things I had done were wrong, that I thought were ok, only to find out that they weren’t ok either, and I confessed them, and so on,<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ania: And God touched you?<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ewelina: Yes, I already felt it then, even though we went to two prayers, of course, and the first one, I thought to myself that it didn’t help, so I had to go to the second one. But the word that I heard – you are healed, you have nothing left – I had to accept it! It was hard for me, and without your help, it would probably have been hard for me to plant it in my heart, because our symptoms control us more than believing that Jesus is above all! And it was still like that with me during that period, that just the symptom, ah the symptom, but the symptom doesn’t matter. it is just a symptom and God’s love is different. It can work in time, it can work immediately, you just have to trust God. My stage was that I had it a little bit at a time, for me it was a process that had to continue and I now know why! Because at that time there were also many good things, many miracles that the Lord Jesus showed me, that even though I was in such a state and it was so difficult for me, the Lord Jesus also touched other people. Only I can see it now. I was not able to see it then. Anyway, after the seminar something started to happen. But then I believed the lie that someone had sown in me, that I could do something wrong again. Although many people said that it was absolutely nothing, that everyone practised it, that it was good, it was enough for one person to say that something was wrong, and then the Accuser was ready to attack me. Again I started to scold myself a little bit and then the Lord Jesus acted and showed me: „See, this is not bad, this is not bad either, this is normal life, don’t be afraid of it. And that was the stage, it was a long stage, long conversations, that was the community after that.<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ania; And what evidence do you have, such hard evidence that Jesus healed you of these diseases? Well, because doctors gave you diagnoses, they did tests, they gave you results, but what hard evidence do you have?<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ewelina: There was hard evidence of it, which I missed myself, of course, because of everything that happens, that people are too self-centred, they miss the signs that come, for example, right after I came here to Scotland, I had an ultrasound soon, and when I got this ultrasound, I didn’t really pay any attention to it. The polyps were there on the gall bladder, but the rest, and it wasn’t until later when I looked at the result that I saw I no longer had cysts anywhere. The cysts that were spread all over the body disappeared, so in many organs there were only those polyps left, but they were insignificant on the gall bladder, but that was least important. And then just after some time I went for autoimmune tests.<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Anne; It was in January that you had that test? So now you had the blood test in January 2021, right?<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ewelina: I mean it was in general on the 5th of November 2020, and the results came, because you wait quite a long time for them, the results came in January now. Like I told you, right…?<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ania: Yes, something like that…<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ewelina; Yes, because it takes a while to get these results. And in general, because I was still going through the healing process, also that fearful approach to life that Jesus touched was still slowly making itself known, so I thought to myself: gosh, if I’m still so nervous, how can my body recover?  And what surprised me? When the results came in, I just couldn’t believe them!<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ania: These blood results?<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ewelina: Yes, the autoimmune tests, because when I went to see the doctor I had already started to put on weight, I had already started to eat more etc. and she looked at me and said – You know what, I don’t know what you’re doing, but keep doing it. Well, yes, because I already felt better, I didn’t feel those symptoms anymore. I could walk normally, talk again, it was already completely different. But I was still afraid of my thoughts, which were still attacking me a bit. But when the results came in, she still said we’ll see what the results were. Also antinuclear antibodies, which at the beginning were 3200, then 1280, but there were flora transplants and various treatments, but they were still high. Whereas here they came in a slightly positive measure, 160, so practically in the normal range. What’s more, the C3 and C4 components were completely normal, which is our, let’s say, worst enemy in immunology, the ones that indicate lupus or various other autoimmune diseases, and they evened out.<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ania: So after these retreats with Father John Basbabora without any medical treatment Jesus healed you!<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ewelina; Exactly! But it wasn’t just that, it was Father John, but then I don’t know if you remember when we had a prayer before the Blessed Sacrament that we were kneeling in Koszalin, where you also took me to see my brother. I was still stunned by it all and the Lord Jesus told you that He was setting me free!<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ania; Well, He did! And He did it, because if He promises, He does it!<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ewelina; Yes, yes, but the other thing was strange, when I went to the Lord Jesus in my heart, only the Lord Jesus knew my heart, and only He knew how much I needed a hug at that time. Nobody could know it and nobody could remember how much I needed it. And I remember that I said: Lord Jesus, how silly it will look now if I hug Anna, there are people here in the chapel, etc. It won’t be nice. Well, it won’t be nice. And what happened? You turn around and hug me so tightly that I just couldn’t do it anymore, even though I wanted to so much, my arms just fell off. I only managed to say something, but I remember the words – Anne, why did you do that?<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ania: Because when Jesus says so, you have to do it! Ewelina: When Jesus says it, you have to do it! You have to listen to him!<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ewelina; Yes, I remember your answer, „Because Jesus told me to”.<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ania; Well, yes!<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ewelina; And it was already such a strong testimony for me, that Jesus hears me, that He takes care of me, and I think that everything was connected. I was even more focused on myself, I didn’t see how much Jesus was already doing. Jesus had already straightened out my autoimmunity, Jesus had already healed my intestines.<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ania; And those anti-depressant pills, tell me what happened at the end, what else did you take, did you take, did you take because you were afraid?  Because at the end you say „Do you know that I don’t have to take anything anymore”?<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ewelina: Yes, but it was also the Lord Jesus who acted in his own way, because he knows my stubbornness, so when I got the word of knowledge from you, that I don’t need depressants anymore, I still thought to myself, but how? If I don’t take them for a day I’m even more scared than I already am, so if I stop taking them it’ll be even worse and that fear made me even more scared, because how can I stop taking them if I’ve been taking them for so many years, if I stop taking them now it’ll be dramatic.<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ania: And how many years have you been taking them?<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ewelina: 16 years<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ania: Well, that’s something,<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ewelina: I also put them by the Merciful Jesus, like you said, and I took them from Jesus, and I kept crying that I had to take them, that I didn’t want to take them, but I had to. Well, but finally I changed my tactics, so I started to pray, taking these medications from the Lord Jesus, I started to pray like this – Lord Jesus, how I thank you for these medications, thank you, because I also needed them at one time, but I ask you very much, that I could stop taking them as soon as possible. But of course I continued taking them, I’ve got such a stubborn character, until the Holy Spirit started to work in his way, and did something like that, that I just started to feel bad while taking the medications. <\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ania; Hallelujah, Hallelujah,<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ewelina: That’s how the drugs started to make me so mad and I felt so terrible after taking them. I couldn’t function after them, I had a burning in my ducts again, I tell you what. So I took half. No! At first I took it every other day. But it wasn’t any better. So one day I was functioning, and the next day I was walking as if I hadn’t been there. So my husband says: „You’ve been taking drugs again” and I’ve felt like a failure again. But I think, well, why do these drugs have such a bad effect on me. So I started to take half of it.  But I’m thinking, if it’s a half, I have to start taking it every day. But it’s the same with half of the medicine. I say: „What do you mean, Lord Jesus, the medicine is supposed to work as a whole dosage, and even half of it has the same effect on me, what’s wrong? And finally there was a time when I was so unhappy with the drugs that I stopped taking them altogether. Of course there was a time when I stopped taking them, but I thought to myself, no I have to go back, no I can’t do it, and if I stop taking them it will be another 6 weeks before they start working. No, the horror. But the days started to pass and I said to myself, I’ll take it today, I’ll take it tomorrow morning. And so it happened that I kept forgetting to take the medicine. Then I would forget to take it the next day. And so a week or a week and a half passed and I thought to myself – if I don’t take them anymore, I just don’t take them, it’s hard, Lord Jesus I trust in You and I just don’t take them, apparently it has to be like this. Apparently this is the stage when there is no more anti-depressants. And surprisingly I started to feel even better. I mean, once I sort of got off, well maybe not off, because the fear of having to take other drugs, but I started to feel better. I really started to see that my anxiety was going down, that just the more I came to Jesus – Lord Jesus took it away – the more I put my trust in God, not in the drugs, or in some other supplements etc, Well of course there are things that I take that I know I need, like vitamin D3 because here in Scotland we don’t have sunshine, so I know that there are things that I know are supposed to be good for me, but they’re normal things, they’re not things that stun me, that stupefy me etc… And I just don’t believe that Jesus worked so quickly, after so many years, that I could give up medication. I simply did not expect that Jesus would work so strongly in my life.<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ania; But as he told you, see in November 2019, it was November 2019 that he is releasing you from this. See what he freed you from!!!? After a year and a half,<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ewelina: Yes,<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ania; How faithful He is to what He says. How faithful He is? Like really how He loves us. A year and a half…. of everything. 16 years you took those pills, you went to so many doctors. Nobody could do it, nobody!<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ewelina: And we lost practically all our savings, everything we had we practically lost to doctors. You have to add there was a lot of money, it’s indescribable<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ania: And you live, you spread joy, you go to Mass every day and you worship God. How He IS!  How He can change lives.<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ewelina : Yes, it is true<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ania: Telling about His miracles is a constant carol, miracles proclaim.<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ewelina: Yes, yes I even have this idea that everywhere I go I would like to tell it all the time. My husband sometimes shushes me, saying stop it. And I just have the need to say it.<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ania: Yeah, look, you’re alive, you’re eating…<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ewelina; Yes, yes…<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ania; You’re laughing! So how could you not? How could you not if Jesus did it.<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ewelina; Yes, it’s really God’s grace and really everyone should know that simply, where uncertainty creeps in, you have to quickly, quickly resort to Jesus, because these are such gaps in our lives, if the Evil One sees any gap in our lives, in some small area where we don’t trust God and don’t give it to Him, the Evil One will attack us.<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ania; So, should we adore Jesus?<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ewelina; Of course we should!<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ania: May Jesus be glorified and praised for what was perfected in Ewelina, for the fact that I could witness it, for the fact that your family could witness it, all your friends and those who will listen to it. Glory to Jesus,<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Ewelina; Yes, glory to Jesus in all of this and may he touch everyone who will listen to this testimony. Truly by His love and grace He heals all infirmities. Truly, let everyone go to Jesus first.<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

testimony by Ewelina Bartoszewicz \/ Ania Wyrzykowska \/ 3.07.2021<\/h4>\n\n\n\n

Translation by Pawe\u0142 Zawal<\/h4>\n\n\n\n
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